been a really life-changing 2 wks. so ive finally recieved news of mi posting to pilot sch on 19thmarch. n it was super sudden. still nid 2 clear off n everything within one week. time 2 bid farewell to mi gedong mates n e uncles ovr dere. been great working wif dem for e last 3 mths or so. nid 2 pack everything ive gt dere. changing workplace which is 2 hrs from my place by bus/ train to another place which takes 15mins by cycling is a huge difference. i'll b happy stayin at gedong till i ord, but i nid 2 tk a big step 4wrd for mi future n mi dream. giving it mi all for dis man.

went clubbin on ladies nite at zouk last wed wif ttk. was fun. met quite a few sec sch n jc frens ovr dere. seen lotsa familiar faces. loved e music ovr dere.

bro seems to b having lotsa relationship probs. gonna tok it out wif him. at his age, everythin is vulnerable. easily influenced. gotta encourage n supprt mi bro.

caught a great movie ytd. pursuit of happyness. ok e show by itself was actually a lil boring but after e show u'll think abt lotsa things. it taught me alot of things. 'if u have a dream, do not let ppl take dat awae from u. u gotta protect it. give it ur all.' yea, i nid dat kind of motivation. in dat show, e dad, chris was desperate but in his desperation he achieved e unthinkable. truly inspiring. it makes u realise how fortunate u are. how many times dis hav been said in life.
n i like dis. ' wad wld u think if i hired someone who comes for an interview without even his shirt on'....'well, he must had some really nice pants on.'

met up wif mi cousin who just flew ovr frm switzerland dis morn. alwaes great meeting up wif him. went 2 e it fair. looked ard. den went for satay at lau pa sat. we talked abt lotsa things. his life. mi life. n he taught me lotsa things. he taught me bout e importance of self-confidence, which i feel dat i lack. one must hav self-confidence to achieve watever. he taught me bout relationships. when it comes to a point where u do not have to worry bout relationship problems, ur having a great time in ur life.
sometimes, when you do not have a gf, u look for one, but its difficult because u lack self-confidence. when u have a gf, she gives u all e self-confidence u nid n ur thinkin y the hell ur in dis relationship when u can hav all e freedom u wan n get e other gals u wan. dis happens to some ppl i suppose. he's been thru all these, realised all these, n now he's happily wif a korean-jap gf for 2 yrs.
yea, at times i do wonder if its possible if i try and move a relationship up a notch. n i worry. worry bout any rejections or hw she feels. gotta need to learn to pick up e right signals n move on. if u feel like she not giving a shit bout u den u fuck off. simple. its e same feeling u get from ppl n when u give it to others. ive gotta come to terms wif dis. not easy.
at times i do feel i want to b loved. want 2 b cared abt n all dat shit. cause im already so unfamiliar wif dat feeling. it gets to me. i gotta shake dat off. but at least im not alone. im happy i have my frens wif me. my 3 brothers. 2hm gang. love n no frenship, no go. no love n frenship, yea. haha..anyways, its a happy thing to read frm frens blog hw much fun we're having together n all. happyness.

cousin shared wif me his dreams. dat is to have a loghouse in canada or aust n hunt for a living. ask dat of any singaporean dey sae u siao. but dats e difference when ur not living in spore n travelled to so many places. perhaps he's an angmoh so thinking is different. but really admire him. all dats he's doing. he's resigned frm his job as a chef in a hotel to travel n take some time off to c wad he really wans wif his future. honestly, how many ppl here wld do dat? we're so caught up in things dat we think r impt. not even knowing wad our dreams r anymore. work n work for money. n hell, dats y spore's doing so well.

my ultimate love wld b travelling. dats y i wanna become a pilot. my job n dreams merged into one. plan now wld b to work hard for air-grading n if everthing's successful, get my wings in 2 yrs n take 2 mths off to travel. prob jus backpackin alone n goin to most of e asian countries. come back n study for prob 4 yrs. serve e air force. den serve SIA.

so in this 2 daes really learnt alot. impt lessons.

lately got some really nice angel songs. tian shi by mayday. zhuan shu tian shi by tank. n another tian shi song which i forgot.

ahh. driving test on wed. 14th or march. scared. stressed. its either a pass or die. lol.

pics frm kster outing







zr freakin xtra. lol. no prizes for guessing wad guohui was scolding.




lol.


specs rox.



left is me, right is my bro. cuteness



dad cld b takeshi in e past. shuainess.

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