havent been posting songs for quite long...so here r 2 songs dat i realli lyk alot...

Gareth Gates
Title: Say It Isn't So

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

Chorus:
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Tempt to find but at least we've tried
We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you
We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
as I wish I'd never found you
Wohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Chorus

Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

Chorus

Linkin Park
Title: From The Inside

i don't know who to trust
no surprise
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts sift through dust
and the lies
trying not to break
but i'm so tired of this deceit
every time i try to make myself
get back up on my feet
all i ever think about is this
all the tiring time between
and how
trying to put my trust in you
just takes so much out of me

i take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause i swear / for the last time
i won't trust myself with you

tension is building inside
steadily
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts forcing their way
out of me

this wk had been pretty tough..felt dat this wk's lectures realli borin..i couldnt hold out for long for all of e lectures thus fallin aslp..lotsa tutorials n work dat has 2 b done too...seriously tinking bout having 3 subj or goin 2 poly..1st time i went for pe and pdp..both was ok...but i hate e running..i dun lyk 2 run...so jogged slowly all e wae..got other slackers hu were behind me..i prefer PT 2 running e 3.2 liaoz..

i still cannot dcide on goin 2 rock climb or oac..i hav passion for rock climb...but mi weak left arm bring thots of a 3rd fracture..felt e strain when i went for trg on wed...did bouldering..i couldnt make it 2 e top..over taxing e right arm..basically..im somehow handicapped..for oac..i like e spirit dere...but dun realli lyk e activites..im not sure if im up for e PTs oso..haiz...tough decison...realli hope mi left arm strengthens up somehow...im drinking 2 cups of choc milk each dae liaoz..

everi morn when i had 2 change bus..which is at 6.55...i waited for 10mins b4 taking e bus..watching e sky changing frm a deep purple 2 light orange was a great feeling...at e same time tuning in 2 radio...in sch i look forward 2 e long bus ride hm..if sch ends late could catch e sky change colour...i luv e colour of e sky juz after e sun completely sets n when it is not dark yet..1hr long of music on e bus is indulgence..'ll be even betta when meet frens on e bus cuz i rarely do..speaking of which..saw 'ruiz' on e bus on tues! v qiao ehz..chatted onli for awhile though she had 2 get off e bus..

well..simple things in life can brighten up ur dae..cannot tk everithing for granted..music has become even much much more impt 2 me now dat im e jc.....



JaCky blogged on 12:23 AM

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GonG x| Fa CaI!~! HappY NeW Yr!!..

itzt e new yr again...a yr passes so fast huhz...this yr's new yr iz kinda lacking in e atmosphere n mood...kinda "dead" lidat..perhaps came too soon le or 2 near 2 xmas ppl mus hav time 2 change e kinda mood...duno...but seems like everi1 tinks dat this yr new yr not dat great n dun realli look veri foward 2 it..

cny carnival waz great...i lyk it..caught up wif cchs frens dere..lotsa ppl went...saw some pri sch frens dere 2..bought food 2 eat..junkies..n watched ppl get dunked..we had a mini gathering n chatted till it was mass dance...oooHH..i luv e mass dance man..it rawks..got kinda high but not as high as orientation nite..e mass dance waz pretty short lorz...so not v v enjoying...dere was a 4gr dinner after dat..buden hafta join dad 2 go chinatown so i missed e dinner..anyway..bought lotsa goodies at chinatown...v squeezy..

on e eve...we hafta go bac sch for cg bonding kinda thing...our cg wenta ecp n ate potato chips n played games...it was not v enjoying though...after dat 4gr ppl met up n wenta bedok green 2 c mrs tan...one of our fav teachers..she gave a warm welcome..we chatted n chatted..den more ppl came..oh..mdm chng dere oso...haha..i quite like her oso so c 2 teachers at 1 go..had 4 gr lunch at mac in white sands...mrs tan sent us dere in her car...her little ger v cute! was supposed 2 meet cai lao shi dere for lunch but it was until after lunch den she appeared..went off 2 parkwae after dat 2 walk walk n bought sum things..huiqun zr yong ernn n me walked around 2gether..after sum time we went hm respectively for reunion dinner..

routinely..had dinner at cousin's house dere..e dinner was fantastic...n e fud dere i lyk..ate until v full..i downed a cuppa beer but dunhav any drunk feeling..played a little mahjong..watched dvd...den went hm le..tapau sum nice fud hm 2 eat..=)

dae 1...wenta mi auntie house 2 bai nian n stayed dere for e whole dae...nuthing much 2 do dere..kinda sianz...played mahjong for 5hrs straight..won 10bucks...not much but betta den nuthing..

dae 2...dat iz todae..wenta grandma hse...den routinely..dey got those same phrases 2 sae like " u grown up le" those kind..had lunch dere..den went off 2 mum's fren's place...ate lotsa junk fud dere..downed a cuppa beer n a glass of red wine...i din feel drunk..i wanna noe how it feels like..weird huhz..

i haf 2 go get e tickets for mtv asia awards..i hav 2..i mus..i will..

JaCky blogged on 1:14 AM

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OAC Camp RaWkSz!! =)

frm fri 2 sundae...itz e greatest time i ever had in tjc..itz realli great fun lor..grp 3 iz e BEST!

after a long dae in sch on fri...headed straight for orientation camp at sports complex...dere we had ice breaking games..after juz a few games i felt dat we gelled well already...got e enthusiasm...noe every1 liaoz after a few games...e games quite lame de but fun lorz..hahaz..made many new frens..

we had survival cooking but 1st...we had a treasure hunt 2 find e ingredients needed for cooking..hmm i found onli 1..but our grp got quite alot le lor..den cooking n eating was fun...it tasted sumptuous cuz we put effort into cookin it..we wenta east coast(it was a long walk) 2 pitch our tent n slpt dere...slpt realli well cuz was tired..

woke up le...had sum bread..dey organised this game near e coast...shallow waters dere..den dey used wood 2 setup a structure like a long bar..balance on it n try 2 hit ur opponent down..den will get wet..but everi1 juz had a splashing gd time..soaked..after dat we walked bac 2 tjc again...got realli chatty along e wae...chatted wif grp3 ppl..bac at sch...after sum briefing...packing..we're gonna hav a mini amazing race...hav 2 head off for another destinatio whereby u get nxt clue for nxt destination..we got 2 little india...marine parade..tanjong pagar etc..we din complete it due 2 time constraints..had lunch at lavender dere..oh...grp3 won e race!

afterdat headed 2 kallang river for kayaking..it was fun! whoa..we juz paddle around..learnt sum basic kayaking skills..arms became suan but worth it...we washed up e kayaks all dat...quite tiring task lo..had a bath a national stadium dere...den went bac sch for dinner..which iz chicken rice =(..we had camp fire...sing songs...danced around e fire..do forfeits...played games...but i felt it was not long enuff lo..

played summore games at 11+...got 1 game is candles de..u hav 2 use candle 2 burn opponent's base strings..but ppl can blow out ur candle so hav 2 protect it well...it was quite fun..buden e 3 other grps went against us so we quite unhappy lo...after dat had another game involving litesticks..hav 2 tape it 2 ur bac..den hav 2 get other ppl de litestick while protecting ur own..since itz nite n wif diff colours litesticks...quite nice lor..

grp3 sat around n tok abt stories..jokes..ghost stories..everything larz...until abt 3 lidat..we got realli chatty...haha den itz fun lo..woke up le had 2 go hm liaoz..haiz...camp over so fast...we grp 3 went for mac breakfast...got every1's contacts..den went off le...

=)

JaCky blogged on 11:01 PM

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well..been pretty sianz lately..cuz of sch n schwork n stuffs..dere's quite an amt of hmwk now liaoz..add on 2 late slp erly wake up..cuz carn fall aslp kept tossin' n turnin'..i took mc on tues..2 weak 2 get out of bed in e morn..haiz..e things i hav 2 learn can make me faint lorz...so many things..duno not used 2 it or wad...i hate e idea of muggin n less fun...life becums v plain this wae..we r reaching e peak of teenage life already! n we actually spend most of our time doin things we dunwan 2 do?! of cuz itz for future's sake but im 1 hu worries more bout e present than e future..so i feel dat life now shld b bout havin fun n making e most of out youthful daes 2 enjoy life n not torturing oneself..haha well but wad is deemed rite iz 2 study rite now n prepare for e future..

"itz my life...itz now or nv...cuz i ain't gonna live 4eva.."

my choices after 3 mts are..
1.get into vjc
2.stae on in tj...either drop a subj or do not hav 2 tk chi
3.get into temasek poly n study mass communications

saw weilin on bus for these 2 daes...quite qiao lorz..he said vj was quite fun..grR..rubbing salt into mi wounds..

had swimming for pe todae..well..im in intermediete..it was so brRr..damn cold erly morn go swim..shivering after got out of pool..
i slpt through most of e lectures as dey r boring..v expected..

tml dere iz oac camp..all e way till sun...duno if can make it for e 6-1 dinner anotz..

=I


JaCky blogged on 10:48 PM

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phew...been out of hm for 36hrs...damn tired now..juz reached hm..

this whole wk hav been damn tiring...orientation all dat..i lyk 3rd dae or orientation...e obstacle courses...tink quite fun lor..kinda more enthu dat dae..but went hm so tired at 12 lidat fell aslp le..thurs is sianzz..lectures iz damn hypnotising..made me slpt for half of a period..cannot tk it de...eyelids 2 heavy liaoz..thus i din catch wad e teacher was teaching...

yest rocks!! damn shuang man...e orientation nite..everyone rocked n had great fun yest..our grp had a performance n felt weird standing on stage..well..tink our performance was ok only..others were pretty gd..when e band came out wif rock music..everyone juz went crazy...ran around choo choo train style..e whole hall rocked man..it juz gets hotter by e minute...e mass dance realli made us dance till we drop..it e 1st time i c e ppl so enthu n enjoying every moment of this rare nite..dance till v shuang..haha..every1 still wan more even after e time of release...i luv yest..but tink there is onli 1 or a few of such events..so treasured it lo..

din went hm after e performance...went for pool...den cuz itz too late..wenta jasper hse 2 stae for e nite...fell aslp v fast..todae morn woke up..played pool again n went hm 2 change cuz dere iz a farewell outing for andrias..we wenta orchard but din noe wad 2 do...so walk walk around..at cine dere den walked 2 ps..we had fun at stacey's hse...played games..quite funny e forfeits..hahaz..went 2 compass pt for e 1st time..had dinner...den returned 2 her hse for daidee..stae tlll 1130 jiu go le..

nxt wk gonna b boring...but at least dere iz a oac camp 2 look foward 2...

JaCky blogged on 12:35 AM

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sch started le...haven been bloggin this daes cuz i tired..hmm an excuse huhz..i not sae veri lyk tj..cuz itz orientation kinda wu liao...for 1st dae at least...n oso on fri n sat where dere r all e toks..so sianz de...actually slpt..todae itz fun cuz wet n wild games..splash n splash..i became entirely wet it was actually feeling cold on a bright sunshiny dae..played lotsa water games..dat game where u actually run under ppl armed wif water balloons was quite fun..got quite wet dere..e worst iz at e throw water down frm 2nd floor de..argh...wet totally..

e mass dance yest was e onli positive event..for me larz..other games quite lame..or grp veri on in getting pts de...thus we r 1st!..haha..we juz grab any sc n ask for pts..den funni things happen etc..buden we're not 1st liao for todae i tink..

anyway...i wan 2 get 2 vj afer 2 mths! hope i can..cuz i dun exactly lyk this clazz..classes will change de though but more or less got same ppl de..den ar..tj like not v fun...their orientation says it all...not everi1 participate enthusiastically..onli like 1 or 2 ppl in a grp v enthu 1...den no more liaoz..onli when cheer den can c e spirit..hmm datz y itz not realli great fun...

2 more mths...haish...starting 2 regret le..

JaCky blogged on 10:24 PM

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itz new yR! happy new yr everyone! new hope..e beginning of a new chapter in life..new frens..new enviroment..new everything! n hopefully a new me...keep e gd side but change e bad side of me..hahaz..datz a resolution..

yest countdown rawkS! we 6-1 had a gathering yest...met at suntec dere wif e rest n went for dinner at hans...once again..it took 1/2 hr 2 make a decision n 1/2 hr 2 find e rest of e ppl when we split up n wandered sumwhere else..hmm so wasted quality time..walked around here n dere...chat bout this n dat...sum went shopping...fooled around...until it was 11+..we wenta esplanade dere 2 catch e fireworks..e firework display was a beauty...damn nice! e finale iz fantastiC! e crowd was great 2...having lotsa fun..

den every1 went crazy n pop" n sprayed around at everyone..dere's this gal selling e spray thingy..n me n ivan like chance upon her for 3 times..e 3rd time bought can of crazy ribbons..n tried asking for no....but failed..hmmz..i was sad..she not real chio but v friendly n outgoing..so actually blurted out b4 could stop myself...huhhuhz..she said while luffing she had no fone..den sprayed at me...sprayed bac at her of cuz...haha kinda fun...but i walked away soon after..kept spraying at ivan..n we ran here n dere trying 2 find e rest...den found them only at 1245..hmm wanted 2 spray at them one..but too bad..i thot it was 2 erly 2 leave..

wanna go clubbin man...goty told me it was fun..hmmz..but hav 2 fool e person im 18 or borrow n ic..hahaz...well it seems impossbile..but sumdae i will try..

tml iz 1st dae of sch..but not realli xcited or paranoid or watever..juz hoping 2 meet new frens but i hate e idea of waking up so erly...haish..sianz..hope tml will b a great dae bahz...

JaCky blogged on 11:28 PM

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