The Rasmus
Title: In The Shadows

lately I been walking walking in circels, watching waiting for something
feel me touch me feel me, come take me higher

I been watching
I been waiting
in the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
for tomorrows all my life
I been watching
I been waiting
I been searching
I been living for tomorrows

in the shadows

in the shadows
I been waiting

heya..heard this song gonna make this band The next big thing...juz like wad Bring Me To Life did to Evanescence...e music rawks n so coool..=)

well...im more or less settled into tjc already...

last fri was sports dae..it wasnt v fun...as sc nominees we had gate duty as well as 2 lead cheers..e gate duty kinda fun cuz was crapping/chatting wif e senior councilors..den lead e cheers...throat became kinda sore after dat..yepz...went 2 zr hse after dat 2 hav dinner b4 playin pool...

sat we had leo club nominations...haha...it was fun cuz our grp TTT, made lotsa noise..but i was sabo-ed 2 becum a nominee for e chairperson for e june camp..haiz...zr was sabo-ed 2 becum nominee for vice chair...so anyway i went up stage 2 make a lousy speech...said dat i had no experience at all while e other nominees were like rich in experience..hahaz..yepz...went 2 zr hse after dat wif tony 2 rest b4 goin 2 queenstown..i wanted 2 sell mi 7650 but den it was chi version so carn sell..haiz..intend 2 use $ 2 pay for new hp..went bac 2 zr hse after dat again...den went for leo club bbq..

e leo club bbq was not so fun cuz 2 many ppl le den not v organised...we juz took packets of potato chips n drinks sat at a corner plae cards...hahaz...outcasts..me n zr told lotsa lame jokes made all of dem stomachache..yepz..dead beat when i reached hm..

i finally bought a new shoe! hahaz...we passed by a nike shop on sat near tm n found out e items were so heavily discounted..so cool man...zr bought some Tees n tony bought pants..i went bac dat shop on sun cuz i realli wanted e air jordan shoe...costs 300 bucks but selling for bout 100 onli..e shoes dunhav size for me so settled on a nike shox VC III...hehe...so happy man..e shoe exactly same price..studied at esplanade on sun...e scenery on e rooftop was great...took sum foto on hp but wasnt clear..

reached hm at 9 todae...was another long dae in sch...had hustings...had scoldings...mi butt n back was so aching...sigh...anyway...all e best for everyone for e voting thingy...e process over this mth had been great..gd luck guys..=)

JaCky blogged on 10:13 PM

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Avril Lavigne
Title: Don't Tell Me

Did you think that i was gonna give it up to you, this timeeeee
did you think that there was something i was gonna do then cryyy
don't try to tell me what to do, dont try to tell me what to say
you're better of that way

George Michael
Title: Amazing

I was going down for the third time
My heart was broken, I was not open to your suggestions
I had so many questions
That you just kissed away

Tell me, I guess that cupid was in disguise
The day you walked in and changed my life
I think it's amazing,
The way that love can set you free

So now I walk in the midday sun
I never thought that my saviour would come
I think it's amazing
I think it's amazing

I think you're amazing

Kanye West
Title: Through The Wire

heyoz! this 3 songs r like damn great..nowadays radio keeps popping up new n beautiful songs..recieving too many dosage of gd music =)...yeapz...i was realli realli tired e past few daes...so kinda lazy 2 blog...todae kinda tired too..haiz...

anyway...e flag dae on sat was kinda gd! i stood at e traffic lite dat iz opposite bugis street on bugis junction dat side..quite alot of ppl donated..some were v ignorant..some ppl could miss e green man 2 cross e road 2 tk out coins 2 donate but some juz turn away quickly from me and stand away frm me even though itz a red man...kinda disgusted by their attitude..shld hav at least said no or sorry...but these ppl juz treat me as invisible even though i asked for donations...generally itz quite gd lorz..went hm 2 slp after dat was realli tired..

tried mugging at hm on sundae but in e end i did not study much..

it was a long dae on mon..slpt thru lectures..stoned thru tutorials..after sch went for rugby training...it was quite tuff but fun..we did 90 push ups at 1 go...argh..arms became jelly liaoz..

another long dae on tues..slpt thru lectures..stoned thru tutorials..after sch got mass dance for e student council thingy...another physical activity so ended up as tired again...

todae was okie...e dae passed quite fast...we hav this angel mortal thingy goin on in e class..it was real funny when we talked bout it durin break..hahaz...i mus get cracking n write 2 mi mortal liaoz..otherwise e class will b quite sianz...after sch went for billards training..met shuting on bus! quite qiao...she iz in mi og for 2nd orientation in vjc..somehow we recalled each others names..tok 2 her like twice onli during orientation..at least got sum1 2 chat wif thruout e 135 journey..tok bout tjc n vjc stuffs..

everyone's campaigning for e student council thingy...me n zr doin nuthing cuz we arent determined 2 get in..tink he will get in though...i dun tink i will get in...yeapz..anyways...happy 2 get 2 noe more ppl..e councillors n e nominees..tink e process more impt den outcome..=) haha...i kinda screwed up e 1st speech intro 2 e yr1 cuz i not v keen...but for 2nd speech i tink i shld make it betta...tried 2 b lame..got laughters n clappings so quite satisfied...was real nervous for 1st speech but for 2nd i wasnt...haha..kinda fun..=)

JaCky blogged on 10:28 PM

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itz been a rather great wkend...sch's started again...

well...wenta esplanade 2 study a little of chem on sun..been missing out alot of lectures...but in e end din study much there..end up toking more than study..anyway..felt relaxed dere...=) had dinner eif tony n zr at parkwae...bought daniel bedingfield cd!! mi fav singer..yea...but dat cost me 19 bucks..

todae was a realli long dae...reached hm at 9.30 cuz dere iz briefing on student council elections...i dun tink im up 2 it n also dere's alot of pressure n i wan 2 join 2 PDPs...so i backing out of this..yep...sounds so chicken...realli wanna b a councilor but i dun tink i hav e discipline 2 do so..well...datz it...

hmm...i actually blieve in miracles...mi appeal bac 2 tj is considered 1...as i was not allowed 2 get in at all..principal said no to me many times..i was realli persistent...went frm tues 2 sat 2 try 2 convince her but 2 no avail..looked for her on mon again but she said no...on tues..she finally sort of gave in abit but said chances veri low..tok 2 mi tutors 2 help me...dey did..but principal still reluctant...stayed on till 7pm...n tutor told me 2 write down e subject combi n said she would try 2 ask again for me but do not expect much..kinda accept e reality dat im stuck at vj...yep..realli sad...waited for 2 daes b4 i got a positive reply....yep...i tried realli hard 2 get in..so happy when got in...=)

haha...partly motivated by e show 'waterboys' on sunday...yep...e boys were persistent n worked realli hard 2 achieve wat they wanted...a synchronized swimming performance..dat resulted in a happy ending...i was realli touched by e show...yepz..felt realli happy though i noe itz juz a show..yea..so i din gave up hope..n tried again n again.......

JaCky blogged on 11:22 PM

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Nelly Furtado
Title: Try

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try

Good Charlotte
Title:Hold On

We all have the same things to go thru
Hold On...If you feel like letting go
Hold On... It gets better than you know
Don't stop Looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching its not over...Hold On...

Busted
Title: Who's David

Are you sure that you're mine
Aren't you dating other guys
You're so cheap
And I'm not blind
You're not worthy of my time
Somebody saw, you sleep around the town
And I've got proof because the word's going around

Blink 182
Title: I Miss You

Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I’ll leave when I wanna

Baby Bash
Title: Suga Suga

You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling
And ooh wee it’s the ultimate feeling
You got me lifted feeling so gifted
Sugar how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?
Suga suga how you get so fly?

Chingy
Title:One Call Away

You, could, roll, wit, me)
You call if you wanna bump over me
(If you was my baby)
I'm only one call away

whoA! itz been a long time since i posted nice songs..during e period dere were lotsa nice songs..all above r e v nice songs i heard..enjoy..

these 2 daes hav been playing quite hard...not a gd sign..yest after sch went for 3 hrs of pool..jas n zr played punge wif other ppl but lost..gained sum xperience...we wanna join e open category for pool competition 2 juz try out..yepz..after which we went for dinner and den bball..tiring but fun dae..

mi class onli got 3 guys n bout 15 gals! not much fun cuz not v balanced..haiz...i wanna change class but not allowed to...darn..

went for leo todae...we cchs ppl joined as a grp...we had 2 do a skit on communication probs btwn children when go visiting in children homes...haha...we created laughter at least...kinda interesting lorz..tony v funny...he act as a lonesome kid...den ran 2 hid bhind a cardboard..haha...yea had fun..wenta zr hse awhile b4 leaving for queensway 2 buy bag...in e end onli jasper bought a bag n tony a shirt after walking for so long...watched soccer at chjimes...was partly sad partly happy..cuz man utd won..but i put mi $ on arsenal...yepz..

nid 2 pia hmwk liao tml...haiz..=(

JaCky blogged on 11:04 PM

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HaRlOwZ!!~!~! im back...=)

so sori for not being able 2 blog for a long time...mi internet was down...din hav e chance 2 come online...so this entry gonna b pretty long...hope wun bore..yep...i'll start from last last last sat...

startin frm e sat b4 e hols...hmm..wenta wk's farewell bbq..did not go for e beta house function..e bbq was quite fun but not filling...porm a few grps of ppl dere cuz not everi1 noes 1 another...our grp played zhong ji mi ma..as usual...but as fun as usual..did things dat were veri diu lian..guohui worst...had 2 ask for gal no....had 2 "swim" under a lamp post..haha...kinda brightened up e bbq..qw went off erly but dere was no bus for me 2 go hm...din wanna waste $ takin cab so stayed over at jasper hse..

sun...woke up at jasper hse...played some pool afterdat b4 goin hm...yawnz...veri tiring...went hm 2 rest..
mon..i went 2 sch after 1 wk of not goin! classmates were sayin hao jiu bu jian...callin me an unexpected guest cuz dey thot i werent coming anymore..went mainly becuz of chem tutorial..miss fong quite surprised 2 c me 2...haha..if dere's sumthing i miss bout tj itz gonna b her cuz she's a nice teacher..sch ends erly dat dae..went 2 parkwae wif tony n zr for lunch...afterdat...hmm...forgot wat we do liaoz..=S

tues...great dae...guohui treating us dinner cuz itz his bdae..we went 2 suki sushi dinner buffet...bill came over 2 $126 for 5 ppl...ex but fud was nice n fillin...teppanyaki...sushi..ice cream..cakes..international plus japanese buffet sorta..guohui ate till he vomitted...haha..datz partly cuz we played zhong ji mi ma n he had 2 eat drink up 2 cuppaa green tea..fun plus gd food...haha...datz life man..jasper came 2 stae over afterdat...played ps2...watch soccer...was sad dat man u iz out of e champs league...haiz..

wed...went wif jasper for pool at parkwae...seems like goin dat place everidae..afterdat i forgot wad i did le..

thurs..hmm...not sure wat i did dat dae...tink met up wif wk n jasper for pool again bahz...after dat went 2 tenchi read comics....nuthin special..normal dae..

fri...i went 2 sch again! this time i went after lunch...went for lunch wif mingwei tony n his fren..tok bout tjc stuffs..met up wif e rest of e class after dat..haha...e class v funi...clapped for me as i entered e clazz..i was like..hi guys im bac..haha..another thing iz miss fong put up a transparency of e dates of ppl AWOL..mi name not dere...she said e list for me 2 long le...AWOL for 15 daes...had chem lesson...mi last lesson at tjc..haiz..come 2 tink of it..i not dat dun lyk tj..sean kept askin me 2 stae...1 of mi best fren in dat class..hope 2 keep in contact wif this class..at e bus stop we bid farewell...shook hands wif them wishing dem all e best..had a farewell hug wif jeremy..those kind pat on each others back de..i felt kinda sad by den..
afterdat went for pool again wif jasper tony zr..i had 2 leave halfway cuz wk parents treatin me for dinner...we went 2 long jiang restaurant...e place i working at! haha..kinda fun dat our captains r serving us dinner..we toasted n wished wk all e best when he iz in usa..dinner was yummy..tink itz quite ex..met up wif deb after e dinner..wenta a place called Robio i tink...we drew sum pics n pinned it up at e wall dere..haha...kinda interesting...had beer wif e both of dem at cosy bay aferdat..had a chat...enjpyed e music n scenery b4 goin hm..

sat..hmm..tony's turn 2 treat...we dcided dat he shld treat us 2 pastamania at cineleisure...yum yum...we couldnt dcide wad 2 do after dat...den sum1 said e idea of goin 2 kbox...n we truly had fun dere..sang till our throat became sore..worth it though..pure indulgence =)

sun...met up wif nat n deb at suntec cuz was gonna 2 pass 2 wk a farewell pres but he couldnt make it in e afternn...we had a drink at mac...nat left...afterdat roy came..he nid shoe for work at nite so we went off searching for them...after getting his shoes we headed off for work..we were kinda nervous cuz dat nite's banquet is $888 per table..dat means we hav 2 professional bout it...cannot make 2 many errors..lili whom i din c in such a long time was in e same grp as me..e nite ended pretty well i did not make any mistakes...served quite well i tink..=)

mon..itz 2hm clazz gathering...yea...2 hm iz e best class eva..we met up at east coast park..had lotsa fun...yeah! ate sum food b4 playing games on e beach such as volleyball n soccer...we dcided 2 hav a mini-survivor game...battle of sexes...c which side build highest sandcastle...haha...and e boys lost after asking e views of sum passer-bys..we voted ttk out...haha..so funi..we sabo him...after dat we had tug o war..e makeshift rope snapped after juz a few seconds..haha...started 2 pour..so we played zhong ji mi ma under e shelter...sum ppl realli got 2 do sum stupid things...such as hopping like a vampire ard...haha..den wear lotsa watch to ask ppl wad time izzit..still got alot other funi de...g8 fun...we went for wet games after dat...slowly everi1 got into e sea..jasper was 1st...den e guys went in...n den we pulled sum of e gals down oso...tony quite suay...we were all having fun doing somersaults into e sea but he lost his specs...searched but carn find it..e somersaults turned out 2 b v fun..after
washing up we went 2 parkwae for dinner le..dcided on pizza hut...each paid bout 9 bucks for a filling dinner..yum..hang ard at e playgrnd 2 tok n listen 2 music...played monkey wif e soccer ball oso..everi1 was dead beat by den so went hm 2 rest..

tues...woke up kinda erly cuz nid 2 send wk off..i was late in meeting roy (sori!) n cheryl...met wk and sum of his frens at T1..took sum pics...chatted abit...it wasnt a joyous moment..ppl cried...i'll miss this guy for sure...great companion (woof?)..farewell hug frm everi1..heart got abit suan suan e feeling..me n roy went 2 eat dere b4 splitting up as i went for 2hm outing...kbox..it wasnt as fun as e 1 we had a few daes ago cuz sum ppl hogged e microfone...haha..paid $15..unfair..4 of us guys wasnt realli happy lor..we dun lyk marine parade kbox..went for pool afterdat..
forgot wad i did during this period le...

sat...postin results..i got posted 2 vjc...wasnt thrilled..wasnt happy..juz ok lorz..i dun c myself being a vj student..yep...met up e 2hm gang for bball later...roy n charles n ziyan joined us soon after..kinda fun...i treated zr jas tony n gh 2 suki sushi cuz i din treat them last yr...100 bucks! heartbroken..anyway...ate realli quite alot...v full..

mon i went 2 vjc...e orientation sarks...honestly...1st intake ppl wasnt enthu...n e ogl r left 2 teach e 2nd intakes e dance moves..i din realli like mi OG at dat time..so tues i went bac 2 tjc to try 2 appeal back...honestly...i realli miss tjc n e ppl alot alot..im determined 2 get bac dere..i tok 2 e principal after sch on wed..after sch on thurs..she din give me an immediate reply..

fri was great...e o nite at tjc was wonderful...though not as great as the 1st o nite..as usual dere r performances by e various OG...i met up wif mi CG ppl! they were happy n kinda thrilled 2 c me n vice versa..chatted wif them..mass dance was great...tjc mass dance iz easi n fun..yeah! danced n danced..cheered n cheered..=)..it made me more determined 2 get bac 2 tjc..
sat i went bac 2 tjx 2 find principal but she was not in..sent an email 2 her using jasper com..i prayed to get in..

feeling really uncertain n unsettled..

mon i went 2 find e principal..i waited for so long for her...she told me she would ask teachers comments n dcide whether 2 let me in..i hoped for e best..yep..tok 2 mi tutors n principal till 7...stoned for bout 3hrs..e principal keep asking me 2 get bac 2 vj..v hesistant 2 let me in...she realli iz geting frustrated..in e end when all hopes seemed lost..mi tutor tried 2 help me get into a class wif cross combi..

tues i went to vjc n discovered e suckiest teacher i ever seen...gp teacher...she came into class...we greeted her...she scolded at us n dun let us sit down...every1's puzzled..she din sae anything till sum1 realised e teacher's table no chair..she kicked up a big fuss over this...sae dat we no compassion..crappy lorz..den she draw a mind map and ask us 2 put up e pts b4 we can sit down...i had no idea so anyhow wrote a thing..she made e atmosphere realli tense...ticking time bomb lorz..e class dun lyk her...this made me even more determined 2 get out..

wed i went bac 2 vjc again...waited anxiously for e principal's reply..

todae..i am in tjc! im thrilled...i got bac..im in 30/04..persistent me coupled wif e gd luck every1 gave me...those we prayed for me 2 get in..i realli thank them alot...=)..i'll work hard here..i wun let e principal regret..

thnx again everi1! all e best 2 every1!

JaCky blogged on 11:50 PM

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