Atomic Kitten
Title: If You Come to Me

So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you've got your love around me
You know it makes me feel so strong
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Through out all my life
I never thought I'd have somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

I lyk this song..

this few days hav been quite great..few daes ago went out wif jasper andrias zr tony guohui 2 east coast park..we played soccer dere (lost..) n juz walk about..i retrieved my ezlink card i lost dere! haha...so lucky...den wenta book kayaks for an hr...dat was so fun man..we went out quite a distance n kayak for a long stretch of e sea..it was around eve time so e setting sun made e sea glitter..awesome man..had a great time dere..

yest..msia relatives came..they treat us 2 a sumptuous dinner..gave us pocket money =)..we took them 2 esplanade n meriion sightseeing..saw wk n hc at e merlion dere..so qiao..hmm many couples dere..

todae slack at hm! cuz got shows 2 watch todae..=)

JaCky blogged on 9:49 PM

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~~~!MerrY ChristmaS!!~~~

e dae b4 was sianz..wenta plae pool wif tony andrias kelvin lianbo den went hm le...cuz dat time stae at hm nuthing much 2 do oso..yest still ok..eve..wenta orchard wif roy 2 walk walk..lotsa ppl dere..duhz..ok..lotsa couples too...=I..walk quite a long stretch of orchard..e atmosphere was dere so it felt kinda great..saw some litez at 7pm but it was not v dark though..watched scary movie 3 wif ivan after dat! e show was so lame itz funni lo..luff n luff at those lame jokes of e show..at least e show was not bad..

spent christmas wif 6-1 ppl!~! e gathering was kinda fun..met at paya lebar mrt at 11..n many ppl were late lo..( im e best onli late for 15mins)..wait n wait..discuss n discuss..den wenta east coast park..we were like walking here n dere all e time..den stopped at 7-11..haha..we bought softee...den got this free toy..it dropped into e ice cream so we changed for another..e person din saw..haha..n e worse part was i forgot 2 pay! haha dui lian lorz..den quickly handed person e $..we walked all e way bac 2 parkwae dere 2 fetch ivan..

played soccer on e beach..it was fun..quite..e rest wenta kayaking..i wanted 2 try but a thunderstorm was brewing..late too..den ivan weilin me returned bike..but it rained! seperated frm e rest..we walked in e rain for like 1/2 n hr..( hope dun get sick)..till we reach parkwae..had pizza hut for dinner which was not v filling..den wenta bowl...den wenta lau pat sat..e food was quite yummy..after dat goty ivan n me walked all e wae 2 e merlion..cuz i wanted 2 c e beautiful scenery..e placed was packed even at 11.30..ah...e fullerton hotel iz so well decorated..

hmm...this gathering is great...xcept dat they took a long time 2 come 2 a decision..anyway..great fun guys..cyaz!

JaCky blogged on 12:59 AM

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tired..todae actually woke up at 6.30...i saw e sun rising outside mi window which was a beautiful site which i carn get 2 c muc (slpyhead)..itz been a long time since i woke up dat erly..cuz goin 2 send wangkai off at T1...goin bac 2 china..n prob not seeing him for a long time bah..we rushed breakfast at Bk den c him off le..wenta viewing mall until his plane disappear into e distance gradually..natalia(??) was dere too 2 send wk off..but she's alone n we duno her well..so juz left her alone..din tok 2 her..

hmm..zr royce me couldnt decide wat 2 do after dat..so went 2 pasir ris park for a walk (-_-')..i like e cool spray of e waves as dey hit e rocks..e calm breeze 2...but itz rather weird sitting dere wif 2 guys..haha..anyway..we juz walk n den came rain..so wenta escape theme park for some shelter n den wenta white sands..juz ate..arcade..den went off le..we were so indecisive..wanted 2 go pS or home or show later...but in e end everi1 was tired n went home..=I

2 daes ago..wenta play pool wif wangkai royce n cheryl..cuz cheryl like sae itz last outing or wad..after dat we had ajisen ramen for lunch..i dun tink e price dun correspond 2 e quality of e food as it wasnt an exceptionally splendid meal..but anyway..we juz chatted as we ate..n i hate mi hair! afterdat went 2 wk hse 2 borrow a cap n played some ps2 b4 heading for LOTR wif andrias n tony..

well...unexpectedly..e show was much better den i xpected..5 out of 5 stars..masterpiece..everi good adjective u throw fits e show..e show realli breathtaking lor..itz juz great..totally into e show i was sad dat e 3hrs 35mins juz flew past..realli overwhelmed by happiness at e last part of e show..i luv e Battle of Pelennor Fields...best scene of e show...carn even tell itz technology working cuz everithing was so real..everione gave a round of applause after e movie ended..now..how often would u c dat..ah..goes down in history as 1 of e best films..as well as 1 of mi fav..but saddening 2 c e trilogy ended..



JaCky blogged on 10:10 PM

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Title: Frosty The Snowman

rudolph the red nosed reindeer
had a very shiny nose
and if you ever saw it
you would even say it glows
all of the other reindeer
used to laugh and call him names
they never let poor rudolph
join in any reindeer games
then one foggy christmas eve
santa came to say
rudolph with your nose so bright
won't you guide my sleigh tonight

then how the reindeer loved him
as they shouted out with glee
rudolph the red nosed reindeer
you'll go down in history

heard this song on radio..realli gets me into e mood..e jolly season once again..wanna shout out Let It Snow! no white christmas here...n even if it does..would i b alone sitting bside e fireplace..haha...wad m i sayin..everyone enjoy e festive season..

wenta esplande yest...cuz kinda miss e place n atmosphere lo...2 read but not e bks dere...uc came n join me..i contd readin n she juz looked around..hope din bore her though...cuz was quite into e bk lo...after dat had 2 help dad wif sum stuffs b4 goin 2 dinner...tiring dae..

went down for pasam malam on tues..it was as expected..boring..nuthing much 2 buy xcept for e food which i kinda lyk..den went 2 e plaegrnd n tok 2 ivan..haha we tok abt lotsa things..catch up on each others life..played around dere too..quite fun..like goin bac 2 childhood..=)

todae juz went for pool n bball...not dat fun lo..but ttk zr n me tok at e bball court as well as at e plaegrnd on quite alot of things..yawn..goin 2 slp le..

oh! got posted into tjc sci stream..well..i dun feel estatic or elated..juz like..ok datz dat..=I

JaCky blogged on 1:34 AM

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Maroon 5
Title: This Love

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

Daniel Bedingfield
Title: Gotta Get Thru This

If only I could
Get through this
I get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta make it, make it
Make it through
I'm gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta take my
Take my mind off you

Give me just a second
And I'll be all right
Surely one more moment
Couldn't break my heart
Give me till tomorrow
Then I'll be okay
Just another day and
Then I'll hold you tight

When your love is
Falling like the rain
I close my eyes
And it falls again
When will I get the chance
To say I love you?
I pretend that
You're already mine
Then my heart ain't
Breaking every time
I look into your eyes

If only I could
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this
God, gotta help me
Get through this

I gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta make it, make it

Make it through
Said I'm gotta
Get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta take my
Take my mind off you

Give me just a second
And I'll be all right
Surely one more moment
Couldn't break my heart
Give me till tomorrow
Then I'll be okay
Just another day and
Then I'll hold you tight

When your love is
Falling like the rain
I close my eyes
And it falls again
When will I get the chance
To say I love you
I pretend that
You're already mine
Then my heart ain't
Breaking every time
I look into your eyes

If only I could
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this
God, gotta help me
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this
God, gotta help me
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this
God, gotta help me
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this

i've been meaning 2 post these 2 songs for a long time but alwaes slipped mi mind..1st song sounds realli great..veri catchy de..doesnt relate 2 me though..2nd song i simply luv it..groove 2 e song man..=)

hmm yest had a stae over at wangkai's hse..b4 dat we played pool n catch this movie called crazy 1st luv..dat show realli tickles me at e start...v funni...e guy got lotsa antics..he wan 2 jio e gal pia until siao de..den e story took a dreadful twist..like becum a v sad movie le lo...i din xpect this at all as i thot this iz a comedy movie..at a pt..i realli tried veri hard not 2 set mi tears rolling..cuz eye like swollen le lor..as far as i can rem..this iz e 1st show dat made me so sad n emotional..itz such a great movie for me..3 scenes realli realli touched me..was totally into e show..i din noe until after end of e show dat wangkai n andrias oso actually cried..i suppose realli cannot hold bac e tears de..=(

oh ya..wangkai yest v pro..hahaz..hmm...he leaving for china soon..

royce n me stayed in his hse..we juz ate watch soccer n play games...until 4am lidat...den tok n tok till abt 6..tok abt quite alotsa things..slpt at 6 woke up at 11...unbelievable lehz..for me lar..

wenta sentosa todae lor...wanted 2 go e beach de...but e rain ruined everithing...haiz..tink wunt b goin dere again for a long time..


JaCky blogged on 11:22 PM

Maroon 5
Title: This Love

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

Daniel Bedingfield
Title: Gotta Get Thru ThisIf only I could
Get through this
I get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta make it, make it
Make it through
I'm gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta take my
Take my mind off you

Give me just a second
And I'll be all right
Surely one more moment
Couldn't break my heart
Give me till tomorrow
Then I'll be okay
Just another day and
Then I'll hold you tight

When your love is
Falling like the rain
I close my eyes
And it falls again
When will I get the chance
To say I love you?
I pretend that
You're already mine
Then my heart ain't
Breaking every time
I look into your eyes

If only I could
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this
God, gotta help me
Get through this

I gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta make it, make it

Make it through
Said I'm gotta
Get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta take my
Take my mind off you

Give me just a second
And I'll be all right
Surely one more moment
Couldn't break my heart
Give me till tomorrow
Then I'll be okay
Just another day and
Then I'll hold you tight

When your love is
Falling like the rain
I close my eyes
And it falls again
When will I get the chance
To say I love you
I pretend that
You're already mine
Then my heart ain't
Breaking every time
I look into your eyes

If only I could
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this
God, gotta help me
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this
God, gotta help me
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this
God, gotta help me
Get through this
If only I could
Get through this

i've been meaning 2 post these 2 songs for a long time but alwaes slipped mi mind..1st song sounds realli great..veri catchy de..doesnt relate 2 me though..2nd song i simply luv it..groove 2 e song man..=)

hmm yest had a stae over at wangkai's hse..b4 dat we played pool n catch this movie called crazy 1st luv..dat show realli tickles me at e start...v funni...e guy got lotsa antics..he wan 2 jio e gal pia until siao de..den e story took a dreadful twist..like becum a v sad movie le lo...i din xpect this at all as i thot this iz a comedy movie..at a pt..i realli tried veri hard not 2 set mi tears rolling..cuz eye like swollen le lor..as far as i can rem..this iz e 1st show dat made me so sad n emotional..itz such a great movie for me..3 scenes realli realli touched me..was totally into e show..i din noe until after end of e show dat wangkai n andrias oso actually cried..i suppose realli cannot hold bac e tears de..=(

oh ya..wangkai yest v pro..hahaz..hmm...he leaving for china soon..

royce n me stayed in his hse..we juz ate watch soccer n play games...until 4am lidat...den tok n tok till abt 6..tok abt quite alotsa things..slpt at 6 woke up at 11...unbelievable lehz..for me lar..

wenta sentosa todae lor...wanted 2 go e beach de...but e rain ruined everithing...haiz..tink wunt b goin dere again for a long time..

JaCky blogged on 10:42 PM

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{Thursday, December 11, 2003 . }

Bizarre Love Triangle
By Frente

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

great vocals on dat song...i lyk e heavenly voice of e vocalist..tink this song iz quite old already..

itz half time now...watching soccer...4.45am..bought 1st strike ticket todae buy lost e $5 le cuz mi team is losing by 4 goals =(..

todae's activities all unplanned..was goin for movies wif charlie but he refuse 2 budge at cini when i asked him 2 go toa payoh...so asked andrias n wk out for pool...wenta parkwae walk walk eat eat le..den tony n mark joined us..spent sum time in e arcade 2 play those kinda hockey u find dere wif a little boy hu had no 1 2 plae wif..had cuppacino at pacific sumthing cafe near mph..chatted..haha din xpect e dae 2 turn out quite well..

JaCky blogged on 4:34 AM

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{Wednesday, December 10, 2003 . }

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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JaCky blogged on 1:01 AM

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{Tuesday, December 09, 2003 . }

Savage Garden
Title: Crash And Burn

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it's back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild, wild heart

I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relieve and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Chorus :
Let me be the one you call
If you jump, I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face they day

[Chorus]

Because there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

No doubt this song will b 4eva etched in mi mind..beautiful luv song...n e next song oso haunts me for e rest of mi life(for e gd though)...for those lacking in self confidence...listen 2 this song..

Joey McIntyre - Stay the Same


Don't you ever wish
you were someone else
you were meant to be the way
you are exactly

Don't you ever say
you don't like the way u are
when you learn to love yourself
you're better off by far

and I hope you always stay the same...
'cuz there's nothin of you I would change

I think that you could be
whatever you want to be
if you could realize
all the dreams you have inside
don't be afraid if you've got something to say
just open up your heart
and let it show you the way

Dont you ever wish
you were someone else
you were meant to be
the way you are exactly

Don't you ever say
you don't like the way you are
when you learn to love yourself
you're better off by far

and I hope you always stay the same...
'cuz there's nothin 'bout you I would change

Believe in yourself
reach down inside
the love you find
will set you free

Believe in yourself
you'll come out right
have faith in what you do
you'll make it through

Don't you ever wish
you were someone else
you were meant to be the way (you were meant to be)
you are exactly

Don't you ever say
you don't like the way you are (whew)
when you learn to love yourself (love yourself)
you're better of by far

and I hope you always stay the same...
(stay the same)
'cuz there's nothin of you I would change (change)
no there's nothin' 'bout you I would change
(don't change)


woke up at 130 todae...not surprising 2 sum..lazybones mah..actually 130 quite erly le hahaz..i got up in time 2 watch noddy..i lyk e sound of his car beeping..haha..den watched casper after dat..

i actually wenta esplanade todae cuz i missed it..so many ppl dere..but little ppl in e lib..bought a drink..ready mi earfone n book..started 2 indulge...great xperience cuz other times iz go dere study..being alone at times realli sets ur mind free n enjoy e accompany of oneself..wanted 2 wait till nitefall n sit by e sea 2 enjoy e breeze n sounds of waves crashing n e lites of e street..hav 2 get hm erly for dinner though..

im so so so happy i chatted 2 her 2nite.. =) ^floating^

JaCky blogged on 11:52 PM

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{Monday, December 08, 2003 . }

e holidae is abt 1/2 gone...sad reality =(

yest's yest went out wif dad for i havent been for a v long time..had seoul garden for dinner which was superb..den bought a new bk as well as trunks..

wenta swimming at jurong yest...e rain sumwat disrupted e fun though..den onli swam 2 laps n found dat i was tired already..hmm e last time i swam was 2 yrs ago..mus get used 2 swimming liao..mus swim often so can get a better bod..haha ok kinda not possible but was kinda stirred up wif this feeling by r u hot..anyway i lyk e lazy pool n wave pool...haha tony andrias zr n me kept pushing over each other's float..great fun for juz 1 dollars..

but we had a extravagant(a little exaggerated) dinner at fish n co...i luv e fish n chips! v nice n filling but cost 20 bucks..andrias had a sambal fish at 25..turned out 2 b given a whole fish..haha i nv had or seen anyone eating juz 1 whole fish for dinner..1 hr trip back frm boon lay was 1 long ride..

oh ya...n david blaine is juz way cool..caught him on tv laz nite..

JaCky blogged on 11:07 PM

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{Saturday, December 06, 2003 . }

My Immortal...By eVanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]


E song doesnt relate 2 me...but i juz love it though..touching..simply beautiful..

stayed at hm this couple of daes..gd rest for me..watched tv n sit in front of com all dae..started 2 watch kids central a little...i like make way for noddy! haha itz kinda nice..super duper sumos is realli cute n funni..oh..e 21yo called me yest..shocked but nevertheless tried 2 tok..i juz thot she wanted a chat but after dat she told me she thot i could make her feel better..made sum crude comments dat had no ill intentions..meant 2 like fool around..haiz..perhaps i cant cheer ppl up..=(

carpe diem! i mus live each dae 2 e fullest now..=)

JaCky blogged on 1:09 AM

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{Wednesday, December 03, 2003 . }

itz getting boring..few daes ago..we went 2 orchard but had no idea wad 2 do..juz walk n walk around den went hm..dere's this feeling dat dere's no planning done at all n hav entirely not much plans for e dae after etc..sianz..i wan a job quickly..

zr n ttk had a stae over here e dae b4 yest...den yest jasper had a stae over...hmm we actually played till 6am in e morn den slpt till 11...pretty weird ehz..but we managed 2 do dat wifout being too tired..jasper n i stayed up till 3+ den go slp liaoz..

yest we guys met up for pool 1st b4 e gathering...n was late by bout 40mins..haha e guys got scolded..din ate much yest..cuz e food wasnt 2 great..so was mi mood...cuz ar tink zr can b selfish at times..yest thot we goin for bball or swimming but when a job offer came along he juz took it..thot would b working together but watever..forget it..sumhow was not in e best of moods n din enjoy e gathering much..

only thing dat enjoyed doing was at pool junction yest...tink quite fun lor..oh ya...when took taxi hm yest wif jasper...e taxi driver charged us 8 when it was 10.50..nv met a taxi driver dat gd lo...can discount de..haha but tink such ppl is veri rare de..

JaCky blogged on 3:05 PM

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