Mario Winans feat. P. Diddy
Title: I Don't Wanna Know

Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't mean to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

new skin! plucked it frm sumwhere..

itz been a really long time since i last blogged...again...hmm..really wanna blog on a regular basis but din hav e energy 2 do so..argh..stayed in sch till 9+ for e past 2 wks..sc busy wif invest n other things..reach hm real tired liaoz...itz been a long time since i had time 2 reflect n tink of other things b4 i slp...now itz like once im down on bed..zZzZz..din like dat..tiring...everi1 iz tired...jc life's lidat..i feel so lifeless...this june break iz a much needed 1 for me..

painted banner...did rehearsals...did ushering for these 2 wks...e only betta job iz ushering..cuz after usher got gud fud 2 enjoy...hahaz..oh...n im e recreation i/c for e council..hav 2 tkcare of student lounge..

got a black T630! haha i like it..finally a camera fone..=) but still i tink 7210 iz e best fone eva n 4eva..

feel like dropping chem..tink 4 subj not easy 2 handle...chem iz difficult..

e investiture for e 28th students's council was a memorable 1..it was perfect..e video for e passing down of 27th sc was really heart wrenching..felt so sad...duno if i would nxt year when we pass time...hope dat e council term will b a really great 1...itz juz e beginning of council term n i felt realli tired n dun wanna do it anymore..i dun wan studies n leisure 2 b affected..no choice i guess..

2 daes ago was sports carnival...went for temasek idol after invest...haha...it was realli memorable..we F4 performed in e audi dat was totally filled..so v nervous..e other singers n grps did really well so we kinda scared dat we will get condemned n no one cheers..in e end...we sang real bad...e judges said we were BAD..but i realli loved e crowd..dey clapped for us...cheered so loudly for us..." F4 we love u!" these kinda chants..i felt so good in mi heart man...hahaz...ours was one of e noisiest crowd as i carn even hear miself sing...voices drowned in e cheers..e judges said dat e crowd were like real F4 fans...hahaz..we had a great great time n provided entertainment dat i felt estatic even though din get into finals..=)

after e performance..went 2 look for walter at orchard...mi australian cousin datz working in switzerland..he is so cool looking n iz a head chef of a hotel dere..had dinner at marche as we caught up on each other's life..great time sharing experiences..was actually gonna join him over dere this june but he said 2 go in dec instead cuz itz winter n more fun..haiz carn go in june..it was nice seeing him again..

went bac 2 sch for a stayover...had lotsa fun crapping wif 27th n 28th sc ppl..played games oso..these times were e bez..talked bout each other's secrets n stuffs..slpt at 4 n woked up at 6.30...real tired man..did ushering at 9 n i hate it so much cuz i cannot plae bball 2 represent beta anymore..i looked foward 2 dat match..haiz..our team lost anyway..but itz over..e brite side iz good food n sharing time wif e sc..played soccer after dat...got into semi...but i played for a few mins onli..

todae i din go sch! overslpt till 1 lidat cuz too tired liaoz...anyways..went out wif sc ppl for movies...E day after Tomorrow iz nice..showed how fragile mankind iz...but also showed determined mankind iz..e 2nd ice age iz not sumthing datz impossible..to me dat iz...might happen in a few centuries..oh...e movie was realli ColD!

JaCky blogged on 12:34 AM

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Switchfoot
Title: Meant To Live

Fumbling his confidence and wondering
why this world has passed him by.
Hoping that he's bent for more
than arguments and failed attempts to fly.

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside.

Dreaming about providence and
whether mice and men have sencond tries.
Maybe we've been living with our eyes half open,
maybe we're bent and broken.

We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life.
We were meant to live.

HARLOWZ PPL! had a great wkend..=)..fri was full of probs but thost probs were solved..had mass dance n hse capt interview but i dun feel like goin...wanted 2 go for e cchs concert at esplanade..it was at nite so e atmosphere would b betta..e sat performance in e afternn n mi view of a perfect concert shld b 1 at nite..gh bought tix for us for sat concert..but wanted dat very nite's performance tix badly..we played pool till quite late so chiong 2 esplanade 2 buy cheapest tix priced at 11..called gh over oso..e prob is now dat we had 4 tix worth over a 100 bucks..we din cared bout this n juz wanted 2 enjoy e concert..e theatre iz so beautiful! e performance was great oso..esp e part when we had 2 rise for our sch song...evoked sum feelings inside me..like sumthing tugging mi heart frm within..miss cchs..=I

tony zr me n gh walked ard e merlion area after e concert..ate at a satay club under e bridge...e food wasnt 1st class but it was yummy..filled our stomach...satay v nice! horfun was okiez..we had an enjoyable time..

sat was flag dae..it wasnt a great experience so dun wanna tok bout it..yeapz...after e flag dae i din hav mood 2 do anything so took bus hm...halfwae thru...ck (mi cute sc senior!) sumhow managed 2 persuade me 2 meet up wif e sc ppl for movie n dinner..sum1 dere sarks but e rest of e ppl v nice..as for e movie..Van Helsing v nice! coool..had a great time at dinner at bk..we were crapping all e wae..yu xuan ivan n me tok lotsa lamed stuffs v farnie..=)..played truth or dare...zub got a dare 2 go 2 e counter....buy sumthing...when asked if eating here or taking out..sae eat here...n den eat at e counter dere...hahaz...v lame..i got tio truth so had 2 sae sum stuffs..met up wif 2hm ppl afterdat at suntec at pizzahut..i was so full le but was told 2 eat..we din tok much bout e chalet...walk here n dere den jiu went hm le..kinda late..

did pw almost e whole dae on sun! met up 2 discuss bout proposal..did research at mpcc..wenta esplanade after dat meet up wif zr n tony 2 study...din do much cuz lib closes at 8..

hav mass dance everidae after sch...v tiring..thot todae would b a long n tiring dae but it was quite gd..e lessons flew by..crapped quite alot during free period at lib..den played bball during pe! fun..long time nv plae le...during mass dance..alex ivan zr n me came up wif sumthing...=)..




JaCky blogged on 10:50 PM

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haaarrrllloowwwzz!! haha...bac here..din blog for a long time...felt guilty for not bloggin..cuz i wanna blog...but din hav e determination 2 do so...been realli tired n kinda busy these past weeks due to sc stuffs as well as schwork..so yeapz...im still tired now but i found mi determination le..=)

last wk was a realli shocking week cuz i found out i got into sc...zr got into oso but dat was not as surprising..it was totally unexpected de..datz all i can realli rem bout last wk..

sc camp was last wkend...realli nid 2 plae n work hard this wkend liaoz..miss esplanade..haiz..e sc camp was not e best camp honestly wif all e strenuous pt sessions n scoldings even though they were for our own good...purpose is to bond us 2gether n stuffs but dat can also b achieved thru games i tink..

everyone realli pushed ourselfs till we over exert and cross our limits..we did wat we supposedly carn do..hate pt sessions..but itz prob e most meaningful one i've done..can sae dat itz e best n also e worst pt i had..feeling really bad when doing all e push ups sit ups running wif mi fever still on..realli feeling terrible..i enjoyed e campfire n e survival cooking..yummy food n great fun..had serious lack of sleep..panda eyes on monday of sch n felt like sleeping even when im walking..haven felt so tired in such a long time..

tues had council elections...i did not run for ex co..kinda bent on goin for posts dat are less time consuming..quite happy wif this ex co..stayed till real late...bout 10...den took cab home wif david...so unxpected as he is 1 of e sc ppl i dun tok wif...but ended up toking alot on e taxi..bout sc stuffs..

wed was a realli funny funny dae...lamiest dae this yr (so far...)..we went 2 srjc for racial harmony thingy..n out of e blue...zr n me n alex n ivan created F4...we lame n joked thruout e 4hrs until everione realli got lamed by us..kept crappping n luffed at everi little thing we did dat was funny...cannot describe in words really..we crazy till our peopl cannot tahan us..=) =)= )= )

long dae today..screwed up mi chem spa..die liaoz..pw lotsa stuffs 2 do..tutorials not done..mass dance quite tiring..todae mi hse capt intro wif jansen was a little bit funny..hafiz realli can entertain...his intro made everi1 luff..well...im not serious for this hse capt thingy..ohh...met gen todae in sch! she in tp u so quite stand out...tok onli for awhile..

yawnz...im so tired...limited vocab huhz...mi mind is tired too..dive into bed liaoz..zzzzzZZzz

JaCky blogged on 10:59 PM

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