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{Friday, October 06, 2006 . }

dey say dat there are highs n lows in life. well im on a new low right now.


everydae i look in e mirror. n i look totally drained. like mentally worn out. physically worn out. life sucked out of me.


v nearly teared on e bus on my way back. just felt so wrong. has e sky fallen?

actually i just did. tear ducts totally dried up nw. its f**king irritatin. 18yr old guy still shed tears. stupid shit.

when volcanoes erupt lava spills. for human beings its just pure n innocent tears.

can actually feel all e problems n everything dat weighs down on me coming out through these tears. felt so heavy when dey drop on mi hands.

bad day i had today...got lotsa scratches n fingers got burned. thot cld unwind after work but outing's cancelled. zr got pissed at me. dere's dinner at aunt's place as well but bro din go so dcided nt 2 go as well. din feel like clubbin. so tired i fell aslp on e sofa when i got home. din eat anything at all but stomach strangely does not feel empty.

Pangs of loneliness. its really sad. major problems btwn parents but prefer nt 2 tok bout it. bottle up everything. wanna seek solace but who do i turn to. who can really offer me comfort dat i nid. i have so many great frens but everyone seems busy.

when everythin's is wrong, even when all hope is gone, we move along?

i actually fell aslp while standing in e mrt. lol. hw pro is dat.

i realised a really sad thing bout reality. dat dere's no background music. lol.

anyway e show The last dance ended on monday. wad a great n touching ending it was. darn nice show. e love portrayed was too unselfish n too prefect to b true. but dats wad ppl shld seek in life.


e moon is so beautiful tonight. abit reddish dno y. e haze affected e visibility but still can c. miss those daes when we used 2 plae wif fire n lanterns every year. today at e plaeground only saw a handful of kids playin wif lanterns. whrs e childhood in kids nowadays..

sians got cos duty on sunday..

if i cld drive..i'll go somewhere to unwind. must faster get mi driving license.


JaCky blogged on 11:32 PM

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