worked again these few daes..have already chatted wif most of mi colleagues dere so kinda noe dem betta..felt so beat yest..slpt on e sofa...itz e 1st time i slpt in e living rm alone..perhaps im juz so tired dat i din even bother walkin 2 mi bed le bahz..

got kinda pissed lately cuz some ppl sae im irresponsible n stuffs...i can understand ppl's situation but carn dey understand mine? n so i rceived an ultimatum todae...cool..anyway im already tinking lately perhaps i shld juz quit sch n go 2 poly or wad..cuz i dun wanna go bac 2 sch at all...nt e slightest bit..at nite..b4 slping..dere's juz so many thoughts in mi head..even death..yea..i guess things hav gotten so bad for me now..im prob goin thru e worst patch in mi life nw...itz juz so unbearable...juz feeling so restless n..dead...somehow life has no meaning for me nw..something feel like letting go of everythin..but of cuz im in a clear state of mind 2 tink of e consequences nw..

hmm..ivan n wl came over on fri for a stayover..we crapped at e playgrnd wif rachel who happened 2 b downstairs at dat time too..den we watch final destination2 b4 slping..

i actually drank a whole bottle of beer! n downstairs summore...din wan 2 initially but ivan tried asking n we got a bottle each..was kinda shockin n ppl were staring..haha...do like e adults do..jie4 jiu3 xiao1 chou2..

christmas iz coming but i dun realli hav e festive mood..

JaCky blogged on 11:10 PM

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